Friday, October 07, 2005

blogging and fasting.....

It is not easy fasting all day long.... cos its only once in a year, just for 30 days (some do it for 29 days though) and I have to wake up at the wee hours like 3.30am to cook and eat....hmm.. it aint easy but I am gonna work it out cos fasting is one of the ways for me to lose weight...heheheh dont mind me, I dunno why I wanna lose weight...to get more attractions from men that arent worth my time, or to be healthy and fit so I get into a size 6 dress...come on... dont worry me about weight loss....I think I will leave it to the models and actresses...and also...beauty queens wanna bes...!

Anywayz.. I m just here to blog and go back home and sleep....also to relax and enjoy the holiday mood but I just cant because I feel guilty about my exams... I am always anxious about the results and have a BIG phobia about failure...I hate failing , I hate not having good grades....and I hate not having a good life! lolz... well, I am anxious but I will have to wait till the end of October and see what those lecturers are gonna put on my result slip...so help me God...

Anywayz folks... have a nioce and lovely time ....peace and love

Monday, October 03, 2005

Holidayin.....chillin....freakin out....but blessed!

Hullo "dearie".....

Exams done and finished with... Naija independence day came and went with no special celebration(why will anyone wanna celebrate! I dont blame anyone sha!)...now I am feeling good and I wanna go home, have fun and sleeep till I can no longer feel sleepy... eat( haba, I dey fast I cant eat all I want!) well, watch teevee...(sometimes astro is damn boring that all they ever show is replays, wish the world cup starts today it woulda make my day!)....anywayz, I have a great family that I will be with all day long, I guess I need to find something to do but I cant, and to top it off I wont be online cos no internet connection for my place, my dad wont do it cos he knows that I am the "osama" of going online anytime anyday and if he doesnt want to get bankrupt he would not install it but I wish I could make him do it..well, thats about it...

Anyone wanna wish me a "happy bday" ::dont pls!:: cos I have made up my mind that this time around, it wil be special and solemn, but all my well-wishers and virtual friends from all over can just comment on this post and wish me but if you dont want to , just siddon and look at my blog and leave am jeje! abeg I no wan think say I be ....what am i doing...blogging in pidgin gosh.. sorry folks... I dunno what came into me, i guess its da holiday spirit.... but before I add insult to my injury, I wanna tell you all that I appreciate da love and care ....thank you! and have a wonderful day! ciao...

RAMADHAN MUBARAK!

Holiday is here...
I dunno if i care...
but I know whoever is there...
will always be my friend!

Dont worry too much my friend
"Love conquers all" they said
but no problem if I am not around
but problems arise when i am gone

So love me when I am gone
dont think bad of me anymore
till We meet again
through the connection of wires and machine
I know you wont miss me that much
cos my love for you is for real...
Te Qiero...African Soul.....
mon amie ,c'est grande!

~Fatyma~