Another ramadhan...another year fading away!!

It has been awhile since I blogged....okay..enuf said....i aint repeating this line again...sorry...
Today is my last day of my industrial training at Belmah Strategies and it seems like yesterday when i was just recovering from pneumonia and I had to start my training and taking the train and the damn bus coming late again and again...aww.... Im gonna miss it all... I remember the gut feeling that I had, reality setting in and working 9 to 5.....really....I never imagined myself working like this..but it was a good experience...but I doubt if I wanan do this if i am looking for a real job...I mean its really working my a$$ off....well..I guess I will have to go back to applying for my Master degree and stop searching for a job for the mean time....I will leave that to the workaholics.....
still preparing for my trip to NIGERIA.....although, I am happy that I am finally going back to my fatherland after six years.....it still feels strange to me...thinking bout it...
Aiight...adios...... i have had enough crying...its time to do something for me!!!

It's been a while.............

....but it couldnt get any worse than this!
Finishing my exams, having a bbq with friends and going home for a week before I go for my industrial training.... that was how it was suppose to be, but it wasnt!Finished my exams with a whopping cough and sore throat, having bbq and getting sore because of to much dancing, drinking sugared water(soda) and binging on the bbq..... going home and getting hospitalized for days at a hospital full of old women(I promised myself that I wont step into that hospital again) and getting no response from the companies that I had wanted to go for my training( hard luck!).okay, now i am at work, my boss aint around, gosh...... and i am suppose to be doing my job but i am lazy to do it, anywayz.... just typing out this blgo cos its been awhile that I blogged, cant believe that it took me two months to check my blogs and know whats happenign , of cos, i have the CNN and BBC to watch and yes, my Dear CSI: NY, MIAMI...... life cant be more enjoyable than sitting down and watching dead ppl being sliced up and....opps..... muching on potato chips, yup, a couch potato like myself cant watch the tv alone....and of cos, going to work evryday, boring , boring, boring, i miss the classes, lectures, the boring lecturers and my friends, esp. ziphi... yeah....she is working in SA now, gosh, such is life, now we all have to wait till one day, when we meet again (where?!) somewhere and talk about the good old days...... miss being in ISS....heheheheh i have had enough of it..... actually i miss just being a student, i need to start applying for my Master degree.... cos, i love talking..... but i just love the academic life! i love security i guess... well, who knows..... its all there!...... DARE
TO DREAM, GAL!Well, its good to be, thank God for small miracles, someone asked me why i like blogging, its a way fo expressing myself, why pretend to be who you are not.... be yourself..... thats whatt life is all about.... and now, CNN has been broadcasting all about EFCC and OBJ and whatnots happening in 9J!.... well, i cant wait to visit naija, the land of extravagance, fashionistas and the "owanbes"...... i have to do a rain check on my clothings cos i would look outta place, eventhough i will be in ilorin, 9J peeps love to poke fun at you when they that you dont have a taste in fashion and all those stupid stuffs!!!.... "how do i look?" hmm... i need a rain -check indeed......ciaoz

::Eniyan soro.......::

"You laughed and talked together,believing that they are just who you think they are....you shared your sorrow and happiness with them,without realising that it's all fake!"

Human beings, you can never figure them out no matter how you try, they always surprise you at the end, and they always make you know that God is wonderful, I watched a movie, and a man said "ore korikosun ko si mo laye...ore aba n jeun lo wa!" and that is the fact. Friends are suppose to be trusted protect you when you are in trouble, friends are suppose to make you happy when the world makes you sad and depressed, friends are suppose to be by your side in need and in deed.... but no, your friends are just pretenders like tides of life they flow in your life when you are happy and flow out immediately trouble knocks at your door.... hmm....this is life.... who do you trust? I trust in God He wont pretend to love me because he will forgive me of all my mistakes and helps me when i am in need.... I love HIM solely because I have learnt my lessons with friends its better you are on your own than gather empty friends with no interests of you in their hearts..... so help me God!

-fatym

just thinking......

From my own point of view....!

cant believe that being in my final year means more wahala.... gosh.... i feel depressed each day.... wished i could have lost some weight to show it but hell no! i gained abit... I went to chill out in one of my friend's bday party.... wasnt good...wasnt bad... but c'est terrible! well.... atleast away from the acada stuffs... I need to keep my ass off the malls... have been visiting the mall near my campus(alamanda) like a wifey that is a full housewife.... damn....
Now I am thinking... after my degree kpali... whatelse... oh yeah... get a job as a career woman(na?!) get married(as a typical naija woman,huh?! lolz) or to do my MBA(yeah baby yeah!)... dont think me wrong... jsut wanna do my MBA... although my academic advisor told me that i should have atleast two years of working experience... of cos he is right but I wonder why i should follow that rule... I wanna finish everything and then think of whatelse again?! like a starlet with the world at her feet.... explore the world when you are still single.... then settle down to the wonderful, hilarious world of MARRIAGE.... not against it... i have seen alot of good marriages and bad ones also... still wish for more fun in life... lolz... am I joking to myself? nope... just blogging s##t as usual.... my soul is sprung and drained of love and happiness.... needless to say more....
ADIOS

Fatym

Cinnamon Gurl on da loose...but she aint messing with her frills!!!

.......He took ma money, when I m in need of him He told me I am his lady, what a cunny S.O.A.G he is.... I dont need..... I dont need..... a heartbreaker....

Well... just messing up with Kanye's GOLD DIGGER song... I mean this guys make money by dissing gals with their "y'alll know I am a playa" songs.... come on...give we women a break... if you think we are gold diggers...well arent you guys heartbreakers.... telling all sorts of lies and playing around and later pretending that you did it cos you cared?! ufff! gimme a break...well..... (p.s. and he was expectin an oscar....duh...u cant diss a black chick and still get a kiss on da cheek boi!)
It has been ages I blogged.... I dont like saying this, but blogging takes time and energy and imaginative stories (or lies) to blog... not just put something up so that peeps are "ohh and ahh" ur webpage....!I read it somewhere where peeps try to be someoen they aint in their blogs so that they can look cool "virtually", like talking about booze, party and girls which actually they are normal blokes like you and me hia....hmmm!!! C'est Incredible! I read about the "Google Click Fraud"....makes me wonder what peeps will do just to get traffic and earn some internet money.... well, I aint trying to be a wannabe or make myself popular... I will blog about what I think and feel at the moment, if it offends or makes me look like i am not that "cool" well, sorry but this is me......plain as a oatmeal!
I am quite busy, not quite actually, but DAMN BUSY!!!... i neevr thought that at the end of my degree year, it will be this difficult, having to finish my final year project and trying to finish my active years as an EXCO for my society makes me feel terrible sometimes but then I wont experience this anymore for the rest of my life, so why let it bug me... naw... I am lovin it men!!! its fun being a campus gal... it has its good, bad and ugly side but hey who said LIFE WAS A BED OF ROSES!!!.... well, I gotta get back to my acada..... cheerioz
~fateema~